sorry mate, then i dont know what you are looking for…
as a side note, if and only if we were this much concerned about fulfillment of criteria of the religion we are blessed to born in… how different this world would be
if you are serious about it, why don’t you list down here the “things about religion” which made you leave Islam (if you are muslim). there are many knowledgeable posters around here, they may help you understand the correct concept and put things in perspective for you… or may be you talk to some Aalim for that matter?