he bought me a clock, a heart ring, a purse, a bag and some rose petals…all from the place he works, he remembered i wanted these things for a while…and they were in stock today..so he bought them…and left them on my table..
and im telling you guys cos here i am, b**tching about him, and telling you guys hes this and that and that and now i feel guilty. im not saying just cos hes bought me stuff i should now join his allegience and die being obedient, i mean i jsut feel so meannnnnn for being soooo meannnn about him, and making him out to be some freak…if i think back to what hes like, hes not as bad as ive made him out, and im begining to think IM the one with a problem and not HIM…Maybe i dont udnerstand, maybe i misunderstand. him asking me to cover my arse should be understood, not argued upon…i dont know any other guy who would happily let his wife walk around in revealing attire…and for the first time i guess i wouldnt want to marry one like that either.
i had a headache today , he also made me coffee and bought me my weekly magazines…
i feel like such a cow, he also spoke to me and said he would never control me, je just likes a few thigs such as wearing long tops over trousers/jeans and thats it…he didnt say anything else… and even then he said it was up to me..
oh man do i feel like an idiot now…i feel like if he knew id trashed him on this site hed be hurt…
