KH!
Maddy!! Good luck 
mmmmm…
chocolate
Maddy I’m panicking-freaking out, and I am not sure why. Every break I looked sooooo forward to going home…and now…I’m not sure…Don’t get me wrong, I want to see my fam and all that…but something…I don’t know I’m just very nervous 
That’s why I wanted to talk to you…words of wisdom…
at the irem comment
I think it’s pretty normal for you to feel like that - this is your first year of living away from home, right?
My friends at uni who lived away from home always used to look forwards to going home any chance they got in their first year, but then as the time went on they adjusted to living out. I’m taking a guess here, but I reckon that the reason you used to want to go and see your family was at least in significant part due to homesickness. But now as the homesickness wears off, a lot of the impetus you used to feel for going home is wearing off.
Also, you’re a lot more independent at college than you were at home (I guess), and you’re nervous about going home because while you’re there you’re totally subject to your family’s rules, maybe.
I :love: my job!!!
(Had to say that somewhere, I was bursting to say it, may as well be here)
@ my job
:k:
all that is true…but it makes me feel like a brat…I’ve avoided talking to my mother these past few days…I’m not even sure why-she’s probably upset with me 
I can’t explain the way I’m feeling
I am also NOT NOT ready for 4 months imprisonment…
I am not ready for the inevitable fighting that will ensue…
and I feel like I’ve changed so much over this year…
sigh
thanks maddy
^^^^
Hey, phone up your mum and tell her you miss her :)
And it's only going to be imprisonment if you think of it that way. Is it really going to be that bad? Can't you meet up with your friends and stuff in your home area?
she’s coming to get me tomorrow…
I couldn’t call b/c i’m not ready for the lecturing to being 
Yeah its pretty bad…you don’t know my mama. I love her to pieces, but yeesh…
Back to Mughrib curfew…why do you need to see people all the time…etc…
In theory, I had an 11pm curfew when I was your age. In practice, I simply didn't obey it, and cos I was a guy and not a girl, it was easier for me to get away with it. Normally ended up coming home at 12:15 or 12:45, and eventually my parents stopped complaining.
I was a bad boy :(
Though now I'm free to do whatever I like as long as I help out with the household chores....
... please don't be too harsh on your parents - they're just worried about your safety. Most people would get nervous about their daughter being out after dark....
aww irem you're so sweet .. we love you too!
714 where are u going?
:halo:
akhri din bhi nakhray 
WUD jee aap mujh se kuch kehna chahte hein tau juldi se keh di jiye ga please…:halo:…mein nukhre ni maar ruhi…koi mera doost online hei tau usse bula ruhi houn…:halo:…
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aashi one friendly advice plz stop rolling your eyes this much or you will end up bhengi :mockingL
aap pe roll kur ri thei…agur mana kiya hei tau ok i’ll roll both of mine……
what a site 
snooty you can post this shakal of aashi in ur ‘crazy next door girl’ thread.
…ur a slow typer and a sloooowwww flooder…
the net here sucks.
the net or the fingers?..…
u r shhhooo shlllooowwww…