beta jee dont worry, keep it up and dont give in to pressures, i know i am not the best person to give advise but trust me you are much better off fighting this temptation right now because all this temptation does is give you a lot of reasons to regret and in the end HELL FIRE 
keep that in mind and stay the way you are.
P.S what you are going through every man goes through but only strong men fight it :k: