I didn't understand Last paragraph You mean it was not your decision or your decision? I'm confused.
Oh my Allah that would be very painful when seeing your two kids dieing in your hands. I don't think you would ever forget that seen.
But X2 you are lucky that they will welcome you in Jannat Insha Allah.
Koi baat naheen Insha Allah Allah aap ko bohat pyaray aulaad day ga.
How many kids do you have now?
I meant that I did not have to make a decision, God made it for me.
due to the complications with the loss we were told we probably will not have kids.
we adopted twins in 2006, boy and girl.