My eldest boy is considered a "special needs" child which I guess is what we're talking about here...
I have to say that I went thru all the testing ...and more than usual due to my infertility treatments, high-risk pregnancy and age. I may (or may NOT) have aborted if we found downs syndrome or other severe malady. But one thing I have to say is that this boy has been the sunshine of our lives. He will not be an engineer, doctor or lawyer when he grows up...but whatever he ends up doing, whatever he finds his niche in, he will always enjoy life to the fullest and find happiness in all that he does.
Its hard having a special needs child, it takes time and perserverance and I've had to grow a thick skin to fight for him which was a struggle for me at first. So he taught me some very valuable life lessons. Same with his brothers, my younger 2 are just amazing about dealing with people who are "different". Imagine a 5-year old telling a 9 year old "Dont you call him weird. He's just different."
Life without my special boy is just unimaginable. He has blessed us and the planet in so very many ways I cant begin to count.
Awwww mama lots of hugs and prayers for your lovely son and you too.
Allah will help you to ease insha Allah.
That is so cute saying different.