hey guys, thanks
i guess im just so nervous about the marriage and everything, and am im so stressed. i keep stressing and ive never met anyone else this stressed before their wedding and so small things like even making him a boiled egg is getting to me. i love cooking, i never question why i am making rice or anything for my mum and dad, so i dnt know what makes me question it from him. i guess im so independent and i love doing my own stuff that when someone else comes into my lfie im now epxpected to be almost responsible for him as i would with a child. thats the part i find annoying.
i did speak to him, hes chilled and not a dragon i painted him out to be. but even then he would expect me to cook for him and stuff, and i do like cooking. i guess i jsut dnt like being told. or having no options. maybe marriage is freaking me out or maybe im too independent. i dnt know really :{
They call it having cold feet before wedding. It is absolutely normal what you are going through. You will get over it. Hang in there.