Which Religion you would choose.

despite how many attempts i make to show how beautiful Allah’s religion is, you will always try to find flaws in it which dont make much sense. The very fact that when i read Quran, it feels as if Allah himself is talking to me. This fact alone is more than enough to find my mind peace.

Latter part of your post is something i wont dig into. These are historical questions of Islam which needs research on its own to understand it better.