Re: What's wrong with me?
not read all the responses.
here's my opinion: you're not feeling lonely and depressed because of the distance or lack of attention coz it seems like he gives you enough. you're feeling insecure that you're not there and don't know what's going on in most of his day and that makes you depressed. you want him to shower you with attention and complain how he can't live without you so that you feel important.
you need to grow up and stop feeling so insecure. there's nothing 'wrong' with the relationship, it's just a different dynamic when you're apart.