What's wrong with me?

the wait time is not the problem in fact his visa has already been approved masha’allah se. Even if it took 50 yrs for him to get here it is not the issue…the underlying issue is that that boy goes to work from 10AM-7PM then he comes home and takes a nap…usually from 7:30 PM- 9:30 PM then he goes to exercise in gyme from 10:00-11:00PM then he comes home takes bath usually takes an hour (11:30-12:30AM) then he eats dinner also takes an hour to do that 12am-1 am then he goes with family to other family member’s house if its the weekend and stays till 3am sometimes 4 am or else he spends time with his family from 1 am to 2 am … iss mein se mere liye tyme kab hota hai let me tell u

from 10AM - 7PM while he is at work he gives me 1-2 hours on webcam …he doesnt give me his undivided attention because obviously he is at work and cant but at least I get to see him so no complaints there

from 9:45 PM to 10 PM until the time it takes him to reach gym I get to speak with him on the fone

then I get to speak with him rom 11:00pm to 11:15 pm after that

i get about half hour of his time on fone at night

so lets see

webcam time = 1-2 hours
talk time = 1 hours woh bhi torr torr k

is this enough? could he not take away some time form his family and give it to me? am I not his family too?does he really need to socialize so much that he is at relatives homes till 3am to 4 am why he cant give that time to me

chalo yeh sab mein bhi mujhe koi problem na ho

agar bande ko mujhe khud na kehna parre bhai saahib cam pe apni shaqal kab dikhaayenge?

apni awaaz sunaane ki kitni rishvat lenge

yaar ek toh yeh sab mein kami dekhne mein unhe sun ne mein

upar se woh khud show nahin karte k he is dying to see me too like hey sweety come on cam will ya

or can u call me?

no its me always asking

so really it aint the distance thats bothering me its him not taking the initiative to give me some time and attention