Re: What should I do?
Yeah, let’s just leave it at that.
I really don’t understand how you make your decisions or prioritize: you wanted a party, party you got. You knew the outcome exactly and as it happens, you become afraid, upset and hurt all over. You wanted a baby even though the writing was on the wall about your situation but alas baby you got. Lather, rinse, repeat.
I honestly feel so bad when I read your posts and how they alienate and isolate you but then again - you kind of permit all this to happen.
Hope you are given the strength in the upcoming days to handle whatever else is being planned and thrown your way. Keep yourself and the baby safe.