Re: What is married life like..? without any sugar coating.
I love the way he looks at me. I wish I could capture it and keep it with me all the time just on days when I feel crappy. It’s like all in the world is wonderful. Although it feels like what is described as the twinflame concept. It’s so freaky but I hope i’m not being taken for a ride. I’m staying practical and not seeing him anymore just to keep a shield up and protecting myself from any playa\deception\screwing over the good desi girl stuff. I won’t let myself believe in things that would keep me away from practicality. He’s not my subculture, not my language, and then add in the all important age difference plus a few other things, i am in for heartbreak when he marries a girl of his parents’ choice from the old country which is the usual path taken by desi american men most of the time.
I just needed to see all the cons in the written word… I’ll stay postive but practical. Good luck to you and I’m so happy you found someone that you connect with at that level. It probably feels like heaven being with him. That concept makes a relationship like this beautiful.