Look as far as good and evil is concerned you can decide but there are certain things that you cannot do anything about it like “maut” its not in your hands the string of life is in GOD’s hands.Rest I believe that if you are good you are gonna get a good spouse and if you are hard worker you have to believe that if this place is not for me than something better is coming.
I mean you need to clearify yourself that I believe what is gonna happen to me is going to be good inshallah First you need to belief and then you decide and you will be fine.