Its been a month n a half im waiting for this msg. thrice Uncle said,"tonight" but due to some reasons,he cudnt! Okay,now I m not waiting for the msg anymore. More than three times i was damn sure that it will be tonight but it wasnt. I know everyone has their own problems and uncle is a busy person,so i wont insist further. But what is bad is that i have lost all my excitement after several times' disappointment. Now even if i get his msg today,I wont be happy. So i m not even waiting for it,neither i am going to visit paklinks in next days cos iab mera dil bhi kharab ho gya hai and mood bhi...
I was upset about the voice msg which will never come and now even if it comes,all the excitement has gone and i wont be happy. i am sensitive about happiness issue. Its been a month i have been waiting for it. All my exams i usually never use net but i am using now cos after evry other day,uncle says,"tonight" thats y i said ke ye shaam kab aaye gee? N im feeling really bad,disappointed and upset...
Y was i waiting for it? So that I will be happy after listening to it. But.....
This load shedding thing had destroyed all my happiness...
I'm even feeling like crying. To u it wud be foolish but im very sensitive.. I was waiting for so many days but nobody cares....
As u know its a man dominating society... men usually do not care for the emotions of females... only handful ones are there who do care... even I myself do not care sometimes, which I know, is not a good habit... but anyway we guys try our best to make the ladies happy ... but after all we are also humans n can b brutal or casual at times...
I know that almost all females are much sensitive than the guys... so its always a good advise to have less expectations ...
no... I didn't open the pandora box here in the favour of men ... I know that we should do care far more for our ladies than we usually do... n its quite possible ...
but u know its the ladies who have spoilt the habits of men... n then later on they do complain that they r being ignored or whatever... :D
Good to see that u understand. But im feeling really bad. Sometimes Uncle hurt me too. Like he asked where i am from,i told him and he said u r lying..This is not fair. I do not lie around usually... Even on GS,deejah is my multinik,i had another nik which was banned,and later i made this id n changed computer n stuff so that even mods cudnt catch it,later someone opened a thread "report here multinikers' like thing..I wrote in that thread that im a multiniker. I knew i was going to be banned but i didnt lie,i just said what was right,and later shikra told me taht he wont ban me....
And Uncle thinks i lie to him..he never believes me...Thats not fair..
No one cares here..I m very upset...
Now azkar will really have to start a fee system , as being discussed in cafe :)
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