Just slow down, Haaniya (like everyone here is advising you to do). You feel like a better person when you talk to him…but who knows? You may feel differently when you interact with him and his family face to face. You’ll have a stronger idea about him…and even about what you want…after you actually meet him and his family in person. Until that happens…just try not to get too ahead of yourself. Slow down…because it can hurt when you invest a lot of emotional energy into things and they don’t turn out as you “dreamed” they would. Let things become more concrete before making a decision.