I wish you all the best Ruqi. You sound like an amazing person who has faced and overcome much adversity. So may your worries be in the past and nothing but happiness in your future! There is a guy out there who will be lucky enough to find you one day. And I do agree that your restaurants may be a good place for that to happen. All the best to you.
ps I was in my 30-somethings when I met my knight in shining armor so no worries, no rush here. You'll know when things are right and we'll be here to celebrate with you!
Thanks for the beautiful prayer...I pray your three children grow up healthy and strong and make you an even prouder Mama :)