Things are going wrong because of you. If you want this relationship to work, try to use your brain instead of other peoples’. Is it your engagement or the parosi’s? You want someone else to come and fix your issues for you? Are you a helpless child? Are you handicapped? Are you slow? No. Then, give a really good excuse for this behavior of sulking, crying, taking pills, not dealing with this properly and also creating drama between your fiance and you.
You want sympathy from us. You have it for some things but other things like this…nope. Your relationship is YOUR responsibility to manage and nurture, not anyone else’s. Stop being a baby and take some responsibility for your actions.
Unneccessary drama over stuff you dont even know for sure…this is childish.
I would want some time apart too. You’re literally sulking about your sister getting more rishtay than you, that your mom doenst like your inlaws, your FIL asked your dad about a computer system, you want to hurt yourself because you might not get married, you’re taking pills, etc etc etc. These are all issues your fiance has NOTHING to do with. Just you. What is the common denominator here? You. Who has the issue here? You. Who needs to get their mind out of wherever it seems to be stuck? You.
Crazyfool, life is short and also what we make of it. You have complete control over your happiness but you want to be miserable.