urgent help needed

i really dnt know, my mom told me not to tell him. just to let go. but how could i? from everyones reply it seems like its not too big a deal and my dad is sensitive about the isue as he was once on peak and now on bottom.

i thikn they shud be more polite to my parents and not talk abt something in a questioning way. well right now i jsut hate my fil but i cant break my engagement bcz if i do i may never find a guy.. and i may never have the courage to make it out of this rooom,. i know ill kill myself ..
i cant take more pills bcz they r ruining me im losing my memory.

pleaase pray for me. my fiance told me that he needs some time apart from me. so i wont msg or call.. i need him to realise that my family has some importance too and they also need to meet my family and behave.. :s