Muzna again you have asked the same question. I have told you when she was on my msn list she used to talk casually - i mean when i log in she would say 'hi', 'how you doing' etc i just used to reply and thats it. I had no intention whatsoever and i have said this before it was the same case on her side. And as for your 2nd question. I never thought she will fall in love with me actually i didnt even think that we will meet up. All this happened suddenly & very fast.
Zobia: As i have said money is the last thing she want - when i offered her for a drink she refused and said no thanks. She has never talked about money & even said i am ready to go where ever & which ever place you till take me.
NjMasti: I really wish i could be hers' but i just dont see it happening. My family is quite strict when it comes to religion. I am not saying it's impossible for it will damn hard if i take this relationship any further. Right now i have no idea where i am heading to.
She called me yesterday on 'withheld' number; i didnt know it might be her so i just answered it - and the first thing she said after hearing my voice 'please dont hang up'. So i just told her this again & the usual response came from her. But this time she sounded a bit happy compared to the day before. I told her again in a very nice way please understand the situation we are both in and listen to your mind rather than your hear and give up with me. She still didnt agreed and said i want to meet you on sunday and want to discuss something with you which i cant do on phone - please dont refuse. I didnt agree to it and just said i will let you know tonight not now.
Now since i am wondering whether i should go or not. My friend said just go and tell her face 2 face and after that dont contact her. I think i should go and tell her this in clear words face 2 face and finish this off. And whatever she choose to do after that will be her wish & she will face the consequences.