I understand what you say Wendy, I may be wrong to a lot of people and I am really happy for those who conceived the very first night!! But maybe, I have become myself someone super-sensitive!! Being sad of I am not conceiving is nothing to do with those who are and I am really happy for them. I dont know how girls around take it, but I dont know what has happened to me, that even when I visit someone in the hospital and take their few hours old baby in my hand, my tears start falling which I really hide because that would not give a good impression to the mother, but that doesnt mean I am not happy for them, its just, I am just so eager to get a baby now..that even if I see any such sentimental scene, a mother baby love…I start crying and wish to hold my own baby soon
^yea, thats what I am planning now- I have lately discussed it with my hubby, I am sick of these early miscarriages!! getting pregnant, being happy, then loosing it and get disappointed, I feel like myself in worst situation now!
I had my all essential tests done when I was in Pakistan, according to the Gyne, I was perfect.
Queen go ASAP. At least that will register your concern. After three miscarriages they start investigations.
also the system is quite slow so the sooner you r on it the better.
Tell the GP about your fertility problems and everything else. I wont advise you to say that your gynae in pak said you wer perfect as that may delay referrals.
I was diagnosed with condition in Pakistan and it still took a year to get referral here.
u know you are very right, i thought the same that I will not tell them that I have gone under any tests previously, because if they find out I have been diagnosed perfect, they will ask me to wait!! I have just tried to take an appointment from my Surgery, they said, they are off tomorrow and appointments for Monday are already done, So I took it for Tuesday
I have also had two chemicals and right now, i am going through an early miscarriage. Allah ki aazmaysh hai i guess. Its so exhausting and disappointing. First the long battle to conceive and then losing the baby, even if its early in pregnancy, i can understand the distress. Praying more and hard is the only thing that we can do. Being happy is also very difficult under these circumstances but sometimes we need to shift our focus to other positive things in our lives, be thankful to Allah SubhanuTaalah for all the blessings that He has bestowed upon us. Just keep your heads up and continue trying. It shall happen one day with Allah’s will inshAllah as He says in Surah Yaseen
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“Inna ma amruhu iza aradan shayean anyakoolla lahu kun fayakoon”
His practice when He intends to do something, is no more than He says, : Be, and it comes to be.**
SubhanAllah. Consider this TTC journey as Allah’s will and coping with it will become easier inshAllah.
for you AE
i know how you feel now. if you remember i was in this situation few months ago. thinking those days make me depressed again especially this week is so killing me. so many thoughts are in my mind. but this is where no one can do anything, its Allah’s will. some day he will bless us with healthy baby Inshallah. hope you will feel better soon physically and emotionally as well.
how many weeks you were in this pregnancy?
@ Angeleyes, I've been reading your posts in the trying to conceive thread for a while now, and I just wanted to tell you how inspirational you are to me. There have been numerous ups and downs in my own pregnancy emotionally and physically, and throughout i have for some reason remembered you and your cute sweet posts from gupshup on numerous occasions.You are always in my prayers. Stay blessed.
There must be a special place in Jannat for people who have such immense sabar and such sunshiny spirit.
Dua’s with u. Keep us in ur Dua’s too.
you are TTC too??