awww Confi meri jaan I can totally completely relate. I always spend my first day of AF crying and eating junk But hey, it can also be implantation right? So theres still hope this month. Nahi to inshAllah next month sahi Dont worry, just know that theres someone who has a bigger plan for us, He loves us 70 times more than our own mother, then how can He not listen? InshAllah it will happen when the time is right and it will be worth all the wait inshAllah!