to have found and lost :(

I did back then, she told me to act normal with him just like I do with others. Now she tells me not to call him and that if he likes me he would make contact again, but why would he after how I had behaved. And another close friend is just jealous and she doesn’t wanna talk about it. I haven’t told this to anyone except for the two of them and cannot either. I was looking for an unbiased advice…