to have found and lost :(

I never insulted him. Let me explain what I meant by the attitude part…what I did was just to be indifferent towards the idea of it, as if I don’t have the slightest of an idea what he’s trying to tell..he gave me the clearest signals anyone could but I still kept pretending I don’t get whats going on. It was all un-intentional. I didn’t know how to react so I chose “not to react at all” which was a very bad decision…