how do i ignore the fact that he is perfection and that i need him to better my life? I can’t concentrate on anything but trying to impress him, i get to the point where i pretend i have read a book he has or pretend i am also interested in everything he is, when the truth is that i dont even care much for his subject speciality.
I usually never need to impress anyone, especially men, so i dont know whats wrong with me. there must be some psychological name for this disorder, in all my three years of psychology education i have never read or heard anything about dealing with infactuation of teachers.
I don't think there is any cure. You will suffer until you have anything to do with him. Once your uni stuff is over you wil forget with time. I hope. But if you ever run in to him later, the smoldering embers will re-enkindle and you'll be back to square on or somewhere very close to square one.
Miss Muhabbat aunty you !!! 