Mirch
August 28, 2009, 1:42pm
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I think some of u may know my story…but in breif someone was in my life for 3 years, it all went a bit wrong…his decision…and he left me…i was very very very upset and desperately wanted him back…but i started concentrating on myself and found a new love for my life and realised i could do so so so much better…he was very confusing throughout…wanted me back then didnt want me…but we all went off back home for summer and i am about to return to uni tomrow
BUT.
This ex calls me…i have just got off the phone to him…he was crying and begging me to take him back and he has changed and realised his mistakes and he will make me happy etc etc…i still care for him so his crying made me very upset BUT i still said no, i dont want to get back together because he didnt treat me right and i like my free life atm and i want to live out my youth.
Now the problem is…we have to work closely together in the hospital and there is no getting out of it…and im fine now…but im worried about how i will be when i see him!!! Im worried i will get upset or it wll really awkward.
Also im a bit nervous about going back because i lost loads of friends because of him and want to rekindle my friendships and make new friends inshallah.
overall im kinda worried about being a bit lonely…i live away from home, no ‘bf’ and have to make new friends, i am a social and outgoing person but its like first day of uni all over again!
He got his behind kicked by someone and now he thinks that since you are still alone you would be vulnerable and would provide a shoulder for him to cry on .
