Re: suicide attempts..
Not many months back my life was a real mess. I did not commit suicide nor I thought about it because I had life inside me but I wished for death on many occasions , I prayed in my namaaz for death because I was being abused and extremely mistreated. Now after like 10-11 months my life is faaar from perfect but I am better than I was yesterday .Alhamdolillah I am happy and now I have desire & a reason to live. There are so many people in my life who love me and my presence makes a difference to them and I want to live for them. I know life sometimes get really really tough and you don’t see any way out that is when you want your life to end. When you completely become hopeless and pain gets too much to handle .
LA why are you becoming hopeless ? please share with us wat your problem is . Your life is precious and I am sure there are many people who love and your presence in their life makes alot of difference.
You don’t know what khusiyaan Allah has kept for you in future. May be after a few months , or a year or two Allah sends something on your way that will change your life and will give you loads of happiness.