Re: Some questions
Tox - first of all, screw you man
Lalay whatever you are saying, I have a quite similar stream of thinking. You are right about one thing, there are perhaps no absolute answers, you accept whatever makes sense to you, and whatever gives you peace of mind. I think that is what I am looking for, peace of mind. Hence while I am seeking answers in logic, I don’t rule out the spiritual aspect. I do believe in the supreme power, some supreme power that is maintaining the order of things, that is running the show. However, more than poetic descriptions of that authority, its the disparity and disagreement between the traits associated with that authority that confuse me. Spiritually, yes it gives me a certain degree of satisfaction in believing that perhaps I am trying to fit that supreme authority into a human figure, I am trying to find human attributes in that authority which is most likely the limitation of my thinking and understanding.
The disparity and disagreement I am talking about is - on one hand we say that God knows everything - from the beginning till the end, he cannot make a mistake, everything about him is flawless, he is all knowing, he knows everything from the creation till the end. Then our history of creation tells us that he created Adam, before him he created the angels. Then Shaitan refused to bow and he was damned. Then Adam messed up by eating the apple. Then God created earth and kicked Adam out of heavens and sent him to earth. Okay if he is all knowing, then why the error of judgement? Was shaitan’s defiance a surprise? Did he not know that Adam will eat the forbidden fruit? Was kicking him out of heavens his plan or reaction? If it was a plan, then why damn the poor shaitan? All he did was what he was created to do. Was God disappointed in shaitan and Adam? If he knows from day 1 who would be sent to hell, why create this whole episode of life on earth?
Or is it that he did make an error of judgement, and then shaitan’s damnation and kicking Adam out of the heavens was a reaction? In which case, God getting angry at us makes sense, because he expects us to act good, and then we don’t. If he is all knowing, he should already know what we will do and there should be no surprises for him. Which should make the whole life on earth business very dull and boring. And the concept of free will doesn’t make much sense then. That would be like okay I have given you the freedom of choice, but I already know what you will decide, and I know you will decide the wrong thing, and I know I will punish you for that.
So does he make mistakes? Does he not know everything, and which is why he is keeping a record of everything and then one day he will judge us on the basis of how we acted, and at that point the decision will be made whether we burn in hell or enjoy in heaven. If he is keeping the record for us, does he really need to justify himself or his decisions to us?
I am having trouble understanding the concept of creation, life and judgement and linking it with the attributes that we associate with Allah. The whole episode of creation just doesn’t seem to fit in well with the attributes of absolute knowledge and zero error.