Re: Some questions
So I was talking to this mufti, a young looking guy, just looking at his face would comfort you. You’d probably wanna forget all the hate and bloodshed around you. I asked him,
What am I here for?
What is my purpose?
What if what I blv in is incorrect?
Me asking these questions, does it make me a weak muslim? Does it take me away from Islam… (and I asked whole bunch of stupid questions).
He looks at me… He read some versus and some ahadith… he told me, “asking questions” is good but don’t let those questions astray you from the right path… he told me that Allah SWT said that a momin is that who asks and investigates and spreads… It is Shaitan (Devil) who can lead you astray with some questions that you may think were unanswered.
Point is: Strive to seek the knowledge and understanding is permissible in Islam… And “Jaanwar” (I just hope you change this nick and not call a noble creature something else - I mean I just feel wrong calling you JAANWAR" - 
) , your questions are extremely logical and normal. I had those questions, I still have them, some are answered , some are still pending. Advise is to keep looking for an answer and seek refuge from Allah SWT only.