Those kids just threw eggs again at my home. My son noticed it. He called me. But the kids had ran away. Then someone was in front of my building. I asked him if he had seen who threw the eggs at my home. He said yes. He said kids threw eggs and ran away. Then I asked him if he could testify that he saw them and he refused! He said he had more problems. And then I said I understood, but if he could tell me his name. Then at a different time he could testify that he saw kids throwing eggs at my home. He refused and became angry. So I just took pictures of him, so at least I have evidence that someone else saw those kids throwing eggs at my windows too. But he became mad. He even said he would throw stones at my home! And I kept telling him, that I only want his help, he only has to testify he saw those kids, but he kept refusing and telling me he would smash my windows with stones and refused help. Then one of those Turkish women, came. I asked my son if she was one of the mothers whose children did this, and my son says she probably is. So I politely asked her to come. She refused. I said I only wanted to talk. She refused. She's one of the mothers whose children threw the eggs and called my son and me 'whore' I think, or one of their friends. From now on, I see her as a 'whore' for allowing those kids do what they did.
Yes, those children really do have permission to throw eggs and everybody wants to see me react to them. That's why I think that guy who I asked for help, refuses to testify. I kept asking him to help me and he kept refusing and instead wanted to fight.
It's obvious. I'm going to upload the picture of the guy who just a few minutes ago claimed he had seen kids throw eggs at me and then refused to help me by testifying that he saw them. I understand him if he says he had all kinds of problems, but why does he refuse me to help some other day then? All he has to do is tell the police that he too saw kids throwing eggs.
They all have permission. The kids now ran away quickly. It's no use trying to take photos of them I guess. I don't have any camera. I'm going back to my much more interesting books. Let them throw more eggs, I"m not even coming outside anymore. They probably just enjoyed my coming outside... Not reacting at all is better.
I called a different police station this morning. They think I should talk to the police officer who is in charge of my piece of neighbourhood. I met him a few times, I have no idea if I can trust him or not. I don't know if he's going to believe me or not. I don't have any expectations at all.
If I call my parents, my Dad is going to get in trouble. They'll all fight him and my brother probably, like last time when my son went there to ask their help.
I'm thinking about leaving Holland. I'll manage in Pakistan. I wanted to waite for my kids to grow up first here. But what future do we have here? Maybe my parents can arrange papers for us and we can leave this year. My children have no future here if everyone keeps bothering us. I don't have money to move to another appartment. I went through so much trouble to make my appartment pleasant for my children and me. Then I think I should stay here and not leave because of all this.