Should I or shouldn't I?

I can't complain anywhere. Saturday, I thought about calling the police when those kids were breaking my sons bike (Sunday we noticed his bike was gone! my son says he saw one of those Turkish kids who were throwing eggs on Saturday, riding on his bike!), and throwing eggs and apples, but then I remembered the behavior of the police when I had gone there for help after I was beaten up by those two women.

So I didn't call the police, knowing they probably won't help me anyway. Also every time I say something, they all deny and only blame me!

What can a lady alone do? Hey, a few months ago Turkish kids, I don't know which ones, but from our streets, were harrassing my son again, they were scaring him, not allowing him to go inside our appartment. They kept blocking the way so he couldn't go home. When he came near, they beat him everytime. I didn't what was going on outside. Anyway, my son was tired after a while, he really wanted to go home, use the bathroom, have something to eat, things like that. So he went to my parents home to tell my Dad and my brother and ask them to help him get inside our appartment building. My Dad and brother drove my son here, then they told my son to walk in our street, because they wanted to see what would happen. The kids who had been harrassing my son immediately went after him to beat him up again. Then my Dad and my kidbrother came to tell those kids to stay away from my son. But then their parents came and started to fight with my Dad and brother while they hadn't done anything. That's the kind of neighbourhood this is...

And I had no idea what was happening, I wasn't paying attention, just busy with my own things. So when my daughter told me my son was with my Dad and brother, I was very angry. Because we have had this family argument for years about my running away and divorce. So I was angry that my son had gone to my family home without even telling me. I was angry at my Dad and brother too because I thought they had deliberately tried to do something again without telling me. In that particular case, I shouldn't have been angry with my Dad and brother, because they had no idea my son would go to them and my son only went there to get help because he was so tired of waiting for those kids to leave him alone so he could go home. That time I was angry for nothing at my brother and Dad. I had no idea those kids were harrassing my son again.

There have been happening things like these for a while. I'm tired of everything. It seems everyone is allowed to be mean towards us without any reason at all. I'm tired of people trying to fight us.

Why didn't the neighbour who had pulled those two women off me testify that they were beating me on my kitchen floor? Or didn't the police ask him? I had told the police he had pulled them off me and he could probably give them a better description of their clothes. And why are my neighbours now claiming 'they didn't notice' all the noise those kids were making while throwing eggs and apples at my home?!

This is only meant to give me a more negative reputation. Why?