Should I or shouldn't I?

Re: Should I or shouldn't I?

OMG notorious.. i m so so sorry and hurt to hear ur prb. really i feel for u. the biggest prb i felt is that u live in holland... where u dun have a strong paki community. plus i m sure the locals there wud nt b as friendly as in other countries comparatively. but i still dun understand why they hate u so mch to let their children do this stuff. granted, parents are not aware of their kids misbehaving but still, they shud listen to both sides and then decide whether to beat u up or not!! it seems they are encouraging this act... its so sad that they beat u up for no gud reason... where is ur own family.. ur parents etc... do they live in same country? do u not have friends, collegues, anyone that could help u?? koi toh hoga???? tell us abt ur family ... i guess urs mite b a love marriage.. maybe thaz y u have strained relations with ur fam? anyway hang in there.. is it not possible u leave holland for some other place????