Re: Should I or should I not?
well done on being strong and coming to a decision wonderz :)
When you plan on telling your dad, remembe to stay calm and not be too emotional, and be strong and firm on what you are saying, dont ask him, tell him and explain to him exactly why you have come to the decision you made. Also get your sister to call and explain the situation to him. If he doesnt understand the first time, leave it for a while so he can think it through and maybe explain again or maybe he will come to you.
Dont argue or fight. Strongly say you have made up your mind and keep strong. He may try to emotionally blackmail you or force you but make sure you stick to your guns and try and keep a clear head and stay calm.
You said your dad wont throw you out, BUT if any point you dont feel safe go and stay with your friend or book a hotel for a night.
Make sure you have your friend free by incase you need some emotional support.
Pray namaaz like some above said and be strong honey.
you are in my prayers and let us know what happened.