The biggest thing that holds some of us girls back is respect and I just think that some parents take an advantage of that...... I know for sure that parents dont and cant think bad for their children they always want the best, I also can say for sure that my dad wants the best for me but the only problem is that his ego comes in the way!
See, now you have just proved that you are stronger than I am, you still hold some respect for your dad.
Someone once said to me 'hate the sin, not the sinner'.
Easier said than done.
I think you know what to do and how to do it, you are just too aware of the consequences and unfortunately guilt will always remain, but you should not be the one carrying it.