Re: Should I feel insecure?
Your Mom is with you. She is always with you. As well as your Dad. Sometimes, a father’s gruff exterior doesn’t mean that he doesn’t love his daughter. They come from a different world and see it through different lenses. “Family Honor” etc but that doesn’t mean they want you to suffer.
If you need to get away, go stay with your Mom. It’ll be nice to have some one on one time with your Mom. Your Number 1 priority is to take care of yourself. Go where you will get some peace and rest.