Should I feel insecure?

Re: Should I feel insecure?

If I was single initially or after getting divorced? I have thought about divorce but I really can’t see myself living w/o him. I don’t know how to explain. I’m not an independent personality at all. May be it’s due to the fact that I dealt with so much since I’ve been with him. I’ve faced their humiliations even before I was married but he used to tell me they will change so I took the step to marry him. I really can’t make decisions for myself. And now that my mom has already said to basically tough it out, I just feel devastated.