Peony, I replied to everyone whoever I thought I can reply to in terms of my situation and the advice they had given. Besides, I had already mentioned that I’m gonna do istikhaara and go from there. I really needed advice, not “attention”. And, it’s really different to advise someone in their situation or BE IN a situation yourself, really. Sorry, but I wouldn’t waste my time here when I have a million things to do, just for “attention.”