Re: Should i break up or just keep going ?
as it might be clear from othe rpeople's responses here...you are doing a very, very bad thing indeed. don't disillusion yourself by saying that she is just a companion, a friend, and nothing more than that. because she isn't. why can't someone else be your companion, a friend? some one local, some friend or collegue. some one who isn't persian. or better yet...why can't that secret-sharer be a guy?
forget about her. think of your wife. if you are really eager to get married, like you say so, then this is just one of the many sacrifices and compromises you will have to make in the future.