I am going thru lowest point in my life right now as my marriage failed completely even before its 1st anniversary. The lowest point started the day I got married . I too thought of suicide many times but Islam and the life that was inside me stopped me. My marraige not only caused a big financial blow to me but also to my parents. We were almost without a single rupee in our bank accounts. I lost my health , my mental peace , my happiness & also my self esteem. I got two major viruses in my body and doctor literally told me that " you are really very sick". Gave birth to a baby way before the due date.
I am still going thru the lowest point in my life. But I have regained my health Masha Allah my medical reports are all fine now. My baby is doing fine masha allah. She was a very low birth weight baby but now she is 3 times the weight she was born Masha Allah. Financialy I am getting stable again so are my parents. Emotionaly it's still a long way to go. I am literally single again after 10 months of my marriage and raising a baby as a single parent. It's tough for sure and it's Allah & my parents who has given me the strength and who will continue to give me strength. I have many many years ahead me in which I have to fulfil my duties of both as a father and as a mother.