Re: Second Marriage?
I thought about it, could handle seeing her collapse emotionally? or if she remarried would I be able to handle myself? No I couldn’t, I had some odd thoughts last night, I thought about my wife doing something rash to herself, I imagined she would kill herself when I broke the news, I imagined a jumble of scenarios and none ended well. I don’t want to hurt her, but now I’ve made a commitment to this girl here in Moscow and the stress I’ve put on myself is incomprehensible.