Sad, angry and confuse

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Re: Sad, angry and confuse

@ain

We fall in love - and when he didn’t reject the idea to become a muslim. 1998 he converted - we wait till 2000 to get married because I dont want to rush thing. I moved to canada - I went to see the imam there and told the imam can we nikah so that we dont commit sin (zina) the imam say why not it’s a good step. He flew from usa and we got nikah in 2000. from the beginning I only teach him how to recite Bismillah, Assalamulaikum and Syahādah. I pray and fasting and told him why I need to do it. I told him I want to wear hijab because as a muslim I must cover my head. I always bring him to celebrate ouf festival with other muslim family .. so he can have or talks to other muslim man.

Well maybe my expetation is too high.

let me ask you this - where did you two meet and how much did you two interact before falling in love? did he even understand the idea of what being a muslim meant, and what all you wanted him to do? coz it doesn’t sound like he had any clue what you wanted of him, etc.