hmmm… when i think abt getting mariied i get soo soo excited lol 
but at the same time when i think abt rukhsati i feel if someone is trying to kill me… whenever i think abt ma parents and sibling wdout me i get too upset 
(:(i feell like crying wdout rukhsati lol… i dunno wht will happen on ma rukhsati day 