Thank you so much for the honest feedback everyone, really appriciate it and needed it. First off, my bf has completely changed since we became official as I said before, he is a very hard worker, and he takes care of his whole family bills and he is very honest, he does respect me and he is geniunely a very caring person towards me and his family. His issues with my social life really bother me, I used to be a very independent person, and now I am emotionally dependant on him. His family is just plain wierd i am scared that somehow he is going to be like them. Yes I repent the sin I’ve committed but don’t you guys think it would be a bigger sin to walk out and leave him? I would feel like a complete slut who got her pleasure and walked out afterwards. he loves me, cares for me, and wants to be with me. I dont think I can change the few things in him, and definitely not his family at all. And say if I do breakup with him, who will marry me? I cannot tell my parents they are not in the condition to bear this fact at all and nor will be ever. Oh, and he is not the kind who would blackmail my parents and stuff or go around and tell people of what we’ve done. He doesnt have any friends at all to start off with so I dont know anyone who he would tel. Once again thank you for the honest replies. I really did need a third person opinion.