Re: Reality hits....
sabriya you are so young!! you are lucky that u are only 21..you have SO much time to do all the things you want to do. I would try going back to school or getting involved in some work/volunteering to keep ur mind busy and have a chance at meeting (nice) people. there is nothing that can give u more satisfation than if u are successful and accomplished...that is the best revenge.
as for your parents...this is entirely to blame on them....i would NOT blame urself...i have seem many cases like this...3 recently!! im not even joking...where they were forced and withing 1-2 yrs its a divorce. There is nothing wrong with getting a divorce, you will meet someone else and your life will go on....you are so young u have a lot of time. I would have a discussion with your parents if u have not already....do they know he cheated on you etc...? if they do and still are not on ur side...then i dont know what to say...i would get everything out i was really feeling to them..ull feel much better. good luck