Re: * proud to b muslim*
sweetie, we all have questions that may never be answered, that is an unfortunate part of life…as a married, mother of 3, i STILL have many, many questions about why my parents divorced and other things that happened between them (even though our situations are very, very different, i still get where you’re coming from!)…my parents are no longer here, they both passed away in 2008, and I am slowly learning to stop dwelling in the past, and live for the future…believe me, I know it’s easier said than done, but it is possible.
someone on this thread gave you some advice about contacting the German embassy and trying to contact your mother…there may be something there. perhaps you’ll find the closure you’re looking for?