Re: * proud to b muslim*
shaadi ke ek saal baad, there was your elder brother and you? i’m not saying your dad is lying, but you have only heard one side of the story. if abandonment by your mom was really the case, your dad wouldn’t have had to change all your identity and paperwork.
you are 19, and don’t go to school. why is that?
in any case, it is your life. and you have obviously had it harder than most of us posting and giving advice on here. who am i to judge.