Please help me.

[ekumunng]

Re: Please help me.

@newbee13

my life has been very messy past few months, I wrote regarding it a long time back when my fiancé had alcohol .. thankfully the issue is resolved and he will not ddrink and it has not been repeated. however during my tough times when I was upset with my fiancé my ex boyfriend who I was friends with contacted me.. I discussed the issue with him and we spoke on text only for a few days… I felt it was wrong to speak to him on texts even so I told him its goodbye and never contact again.. and I moved on.. my issues resolved and we were very happy..
and then my ex contacted me again and told me that we can just talk as friends.. as our dating period was of barely 7 months and consisted of us fighting. we were always better friends .. I also don’t have many friends so we spoke on texts occasionally on simple daily life matters.. anyway.. last week a mutual friend was over and I went to meet her where he came for a little while.. we were totally causal and then went home.. ever since then he has started acting crazy. he wants to propose to me now ( im getting married in few months ) he told me that he cant move on and he has not moved on in 6 years.. he has not liked any girl or gotten serious.. and I should think over it..
I really cared for him and what he said took me in deep shock as I was not expecting this.. his bhabhi also spoke to me regarding this and told me that shes never seen him this serious in life he wants to look for a job and propose to u.. and she also told me that ill never forget him because hes a part of my past. all this really made me upset as my ive been with my fiancé for almost 6 years now MA and how can I live with breaking my fiancés heart? a man who has always stood beside me…
ive been extremely upset and have been crying and praying to Allah for guidance. saying bye to my ex bothers me a tiny bit. (not too much) but somehow I feel ill miss him.
kindly advise me what to do.. as few friends have told me that I only spoke to my ex due to fear of getting married.. as I probably am not ready to get married.. thank you.. please refrain from judging me.. you don’t know my journey and difficulties I have endured. this is just a tiny summary. thankyou.

Seriously how old are you? Looks like to me another south asian hit drama serial. A damsel in distress… not knowing what to do!