Hmmm well i’m here with more tears.kia likhun mujhay kuch samajh nahi aaraha hai.I told everything to my mother and she is saying wait for the best and good time and do compromise but mainay ye sab expect nahi kia tha.kitni worse hugayi hai meri situation.SIL never talks to me and MIL also ignoring me.Husband mujhay ghar mai akela choor kar chalay jatay hain and jab ghar aatay hain tab shout kartay hain.sab kuch bohot ajeeb ha.Dil chahta hai k is ghar say kahin dooor bhaag jaon jahan per mujhay ye sab khayal bhi na aayen. jo problem ab meray saath hai wo yahan per likhna shayad feasible nahi but the problem is about intercourse.He wants k dubai janay say pehlay pehlay mai concieve karlon takay mai hamesha baby k saath pakistan mai rahun and wo wahan job kar k money send kartay rahain .Apni is khawaish ki wajah say wo mujh per intercourse k liye zabardasti tak kartay hain even mai ready na bhi hun .Itna shadeed gussa karnay k baad kis tarah say karun mai ye sab and now he is saying k agar tum mujhay intercourse nahi karnay dougi to tum ko tumhari mother k ghar cooor kar aajaonga..main yahan bohot akeli hun.Bohot dil ghabrata hai mera is ghar mai.room mai bethay bethay roti rehti hun and koi poochnay wala nahi ha .Husband kehtay hain k tum dramay karti ho and tum say zyada buri larki is duniya mai nahi ha.