kucch toh ooncha oont hai kucch peeth oonchi oonth ki..
pack up & dont look back, and dont come back in 2 months posting that your husband and saas are at your parents door and crying for you to come back or your husband is depressed and walking in streets beating his head…
find someone better when you are more mature and can gauge people better, stand up for yourself and have a better ability to adjust and adapt to situations.
based on everything you have written, you are nowhere near ready to be married to even a normal person and live in normal circumstances, let alone what you are in now.
LOL!
And you dont need to find someone. You need to jus be with yourself. Being with someone aint the be all and end all. Relax seriously. And go homeeeee!!