Life is getting worst day by day.Tommorrow my hubby is leaving for dubai and i will be alone here.I'm getting weaker by thinking of these tensions 24 hours.Don't know why all this happened.6 yrs ka pyaar bilkul meaningless hugaya..U people are saying dat talk to him but wenever i talked to him he never replied me and ignored me 24 hours..Unki ammi hamari life ko mazeed kharab kar rahi hain ...Jab bhi fight houti hai wo foran aajati hain and apnay son ka favour leti hain and akelay mai bhi meray hubby ko pata nahi kia kia kehti rehti hain.Yesterday wen my hubby shouts k DEKHNA MAIN IS LARKI KA HASHAR BIGAAR DUNGA then his mother said to him HAAN BOHOT HI SLOW LARKI HAI YE.meri mama and papa ko bhi ab kuch samajh nahi aaraha ha and they also tired now , they are saying k hamain ab tumhari wajah say neend nahi aati isiliye Allah ka naam lekar ghar aajao.Mujh say apni papa ki halat nahi dekhi jati..KIA KARUN MAIN AB??? Is larkay k liye mainay apnay parents say ro ro kar shadi ka kaha , sab nay samjhaya but i waz blind..ab to meray pass saray rastay close hugaye hain...Shadi say pehlay wo apnay driver ko uni. bhejtay thay mujhay ghar janay k liye and after marriage he is saying k ghar mai betha karo bcoz CNG bohot waste houti hai...SHadi say pehlay kitnay jhootay sapnay dikhaye and main educated honay k bawajood un sapnoon mai pata nahi kiun aagayi ? Kal jab wo chalay jayengay to pata nahi kia houga aagay meri life mai aur.SHadi k 2 days baad konsi larki ha jo saray kaam karna start kardeti ha??? Meray husband water k liye bhi mujhay order detay hain , cell phone utha kar lanay k liye bhi mujhay order detay hain and agar neend mai sorahi hun to ye bhi khayal nahi kartay k sorahi hun but start shouts k foran utho and itna mat soya karo.Jab early morning meri MIL uth jati hain to wo NOISE pollution karnay lag jati hain takay main and hubby uth jaye, bekaar mai cheezain bajanay lagti hain ...Main kia solution nikalon?? Mainay to sab kar k dekh lia.Even i made delicious freid rice, chowmain and shashlik but no regards from my hubby'side and my MIL was saying to my hubby dat dekhna BETA main tumhain freid rice khila kar dekhaongi.Mainay jab apnay hubby say kaha k kaisa laga meray haath ka khana to he asked from his mother k ammi ye khana sahi hai ya nahi?? WO har chooti baat pehlay apni mom say kehtay hain and then mujhay answer detay hain.He now started to hit me and wen i said k aisa na karye to he is saying k agar tum meray style mai nahi chalogi to aisa hi houga.One day i wore see through dress then instead of saying to me he said to his mother k DEKHAIN AMMMI IS NAY YE KAISAY CLOTHES PEHNAN HAIN AND SAB KUCH NAZAR AARAHA HA and then his mother said to me TUM APNAY DIMAGH SAY SOOCH KAR NAHI PEHENTI KIA KAPRAY...Main yahan thak gayi hun bas...AIsay to husbands kahin nahi houtay?
**DB ur whole story is making me so upset..i can understand wat u r going thru:(..i know how tuff it wud be for u:(..these are the reasons that i have started fearing marriage:(
i dunno what advice should be given to you...but yes one thing ..plz recite last ten ayaah and first ten ayaah of Surah Kahaf...it will bring alot of change to ur life...it wud take hardly 5min..plz daily recite them...**