Re: please help me!
Since your situation is quite tough, I would suggest you two things. Whether or not you follow them is obviously up to you:
Whenever I had a tough situation in life, I offer 2 rakat namaz "haajat" i.e. two nafals with the niyaat that Allah help me solve the problem. You would be surprised as to how often that works !
Learn and recite Dua e Istakhara as much as you can. It really works wonders.
I know you may consider these things are cliché, but you know when one is cornered and there is desperation, there is really just one being which can take mercy on us and make things good for us and that is Allah.